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Saturday, September 5, 2015

The Sabbath is a Delight!

Excerpt from my Journal-Father's Day 2015
*I changed the names of the couple
Remember the Sabbath Day by keeping it holy.This week I was studying about the following topic: The Sabbath Day and keeping it Holy
Q: What does it really mean to keep the Sabbath Day Holy?
A: Isaiah 58:13 it says in there doing HIS will, HIS pleasure, call the Sabbath a delight, honor HIM


13 ¶If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words
14 Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it.




This has been on my mind throughout all last week.
With it being Father's Day, I decided to fast to show my gratitude to my Father in Heaven and to Christ. This is what follows....
Worked on my primary lesson before church. Used a blog post from my dear friend Brother Joseph on Butterflies and the Atonement. I wanted to print it off but couldn't do it at home. My husband suggested I e-mail it and could print it off in the clerk's office. I got to church about 15 min. early (which is really late for us) and went to the library first to draw a picture of a butterfly and write a little Title on top and photo copied it 11 times for each little kid in my class. I then headed to the clerk's office. While I was in there printing off the butterfly message I heard someone talk to a couple outside in the hallway. Turns out the couple was planning on meeting with the Bishop to get help, they were told they needed to get in touch with the Ex. Sec. When I came out (it was 2-5 min before Sacrament Mtg was to begin) They were so distressed. They asked if I was the Sec. I smiled and chuckled inside. I said, no I'm not, that is Brother X. I went up to them and introduced myself. They were told by Bishop from the other ward they would receive help and that everything was lined up. (Rent, gas, food ect.) *John and Jane are their names. I went and hugged Jane, she so needed to feel loved. I told her, keep hugging, it's fine. She started to sob. She was saying how scared she was, with all the heart attacks her husband has had, how they had no gas, no food, trying to find a place to live. At this time Bishop came out of his office to go into the chapel. I was guided to stroke her hair and said, is this something your Momma would do for you? She said yes. Then I said, did you call her Momma? She affirmed that. I explained how I usually don't stroke people's hair and how I don't ever say Momma. She said to me, your an empath. To which I replied, "No, I was just intuned with the Lord." He was having me do certain things and say certain things. The Bishop met John real quick and made mention of me. I sat down and asked Jane for their contact info just when Bishop asked if I could get their info. I just smiled at my dear friend who just happens to be our new Bishop of 2 weeks and said, that's what I am doing right now. He explained that the Sacrament Meeting was just about to start. He was not aware of this couple at all. Just that the other Bishop mention to him that there was a couple he wanted to introduce him to. No details were mentioned. He said the soonest he could see them was 5:15pm. It was only 12:57pm. They explained how they were hungry. Only had a doughnut for breakfast. He is a diabetic. They explained how they put their last $2 in the gas tank. They were at church earlier and was told by the other ward Bishop to come back in the afternoon to get help. So that's what they did even though they were so short on gas. Now being told they had to wait again, and with his blood sugar so high and needing his medicine that was at their home (they live in a motel-weekly rental) He didn't see how they could come back to the church. I was told by the Lord to go home and get food to share with them. I told them what I was going to do. So off I went, letting my son know what was going on and to tell his Dad (my wonderful Hubby) I was off on a mission for the Lord and that I won't be there for Sacrament Mtg. I was going to try to be back in time to teach my Primary kids.
  As I drove the 15 min home to my house. I had sweet communion with the Lord. I was pondering if I should just go to the store to buy a chicken or something. Soon as I had that thought. The Lord put the following thought into my mind- just give them your Mom's food. My mom gave me a bunch of her Nutri-System food. I was using it as food storage. I smiled and thought- good idea Lord. All they have is a fridge and a microwave. That will work and I can gather some other food. The Lord also directed me to go to the gas station and fill up my 5 gallon gas can and bring it to them to fill up their car a little bit. I felt the Love of the Lord. I knew he was well pleased with me and that I was keeping the Sabbath Day Holy. I was reminded of that scripture that I was pondering throughout the week and I was told I was doing it. Although I was not sitting in Sacrament Mtg and partaking of the emblems.... I was communing directly with the Lord. The van was a very sacred place. (No, I did not see the Lord- but I talked to him thru the veil) I was filled with the Spirit of the Lord.
I went home and gathered food as quickly as I could. Got some nuts, cheese, fruit  and my Mom's food and then grabbed the gas can from the shed. I went to the gas station and quickly filled up the gas can and went across town to deliver these goodies for this beautiful but broken hearted couple. After dropping off the stuff to them and giving them final hugs, off I went to go back to church. I started to stress out, I would be late with getting there in time for 2nd hour. But the Lord reminded me, I was doing his will, his pleasure and all would be well. I got there about 5 min after Sacrament Mtg should of been over. Turns out, that mtg went about 5 min over. I got there just in time to set up my classroom and greet each child into the room with a big smile and a huge hug. Taught the lesson on the Atonement of Christ. I am glad that the Lord was able to use me to help out this couple who was in need, in more ways then one. They knew I cared and loved them even though I never met them before. I sat and listened. Gave them God's love thru the hugs I gave. Shared my food, left my meeting to get that and gas for them. It was a beautiful opportunity the Lord gave me.


This is what I wrote in my Scripture journal last night
"Today is the Sabbath and I have kept it holy. Doing his will, his pleasure. Beautiful! Met *John and Jane right before Sacrament Mtg. He (the Lord) put it in my mind and heart to serve them. I was where the Lord wanted me to be, doing what he wanted me to do."

I am learning and growing. Only a short few years ago, I would of questioned all this- Buying gas on the Sabbath, skipping out on a Sacrament Mtg, ect? But I am learning to hear HIS Voice and to obey HIM. -End of  journal excerpt


May we each find the Sabbath a Delight and do His will, His pleasure and speak His words is my prayer for us all.

Friday, September 4, 2015

Perfect Love Casteth Out All Fear!


I was given this Title as I awoke from this dream that I had either in 2013/2014

This dream took place in a small town/village. Could of taken place in the past, no vehicles were around in the dream. It was a cold rainy night. Probably Spring or Fall. I lived in a neighborhood filled with LDS neighbors. It was a Mormon Community. I believe I lived at the end of the street or a cult-a-sac. ALL the houses were dark, no lights on in any of them (except mine). No street lamps on either. It was evening time probably around 8pm. All the families were in their own houses with all the doors shut, windows locked. They were all hiding along with their most prized possessions in their basements or secret hiding places. Full of fear and dread as they knew the mob was coming to sack/loot, plunder/rape all the Mormons.
So while everyone else was hiding and literally scared to death or rather scared to being robbed/rapped/ and killed, I was busy with my finishing touches. All my windows and doors were unlocked and open. I had coffee brewing. Just got done cooking dinner and baking some of my delicious cinnamon rolls. I had a robe over my PJ's and slippers on my feet. I could hear the group/mob coming down my street and  I could see the torches or rather the flames from the torches. I quickly went out my front door, left it open. All my lights were on in my house. I started jogging down the street to meet up with the mob and greeted them with my arms wide open and a smile on my face. I told them, I was waiting for them and invited them ALL in to my home where they could warm up by the fire and get warm, dry, and fed. I offered them all that I owned including myself. I did not hold anything back from these hard-hearted, murderous men. I radiated the pure love of Christ. I asked them if they wanted coffee (I knew they wanted it, I was just asking to be polite) and if so, black, or with cream and sugar. That took them off guard.
The leader said to me, "You're a Mormon, and Mormons don't drink coffee!" I said, "True, I don't drink it, but I didn't make it for me but for you."
Their hearts were touched. (Many months earlier the Lord told me to add coffee to my food storage and to rotate it out, to always have fresh ground coffee-I knew I would not use it for myself but did as I was directed by the Lord).
They could have NO power over me because I was giving or rather willing to give everything to them. I truly loved them how God loved them. Whatever evil influences were around them or in them melted away/went away. The evil was cast out, could not dwell where there was perfect love and light.

I woke up with warmth in my heart. As everyone else were full of fear and trying to hold on to things and protect themselves from upcoming harm I did the exact opposite. No fear, just pure love.
Very powerful dream! Later in the dream it shifted, they became my protectors. Not that I needed them to be because I was protected by the Powers of Heaven. I had gained friends who were 1st my enemies whose intent was to hurt, and destroy.
**In real life, I still tend to have some fear but this dream gives me courage and a clearer understanding and vision for the way Heaven operates and the path that I am on.**

^Follow up Dream to the one above- given Jan 2nd, 2015^


 I was outside and crossed the street to met up with a dear friend BB with a blonde girl he was dating. She was totally jealous of me. Thinking that he and I were a "thing." She felt very threatened by me. I told her we (B.B. and I) were just really good friends. If, and when they got married I would back off and stuff. I did not want to make her feel uncomfortable.
But I told her, "It was your own insecurities that make you feel that way (jealousy)".
 I was telling B.B., "Remember about that one dream I had about perfect love?"
 I told him that I pondered and understood on a deeper level that those that are going to become Gods and Goddesses do NOT have ANY fear. All you have is that PERFECT LOVE! You've learned to cast out the fear. It was good talking to him. End of that dream.

I woke up with peace. From the dream I learned more about Godhood and there is no fear inside them. No one can control God. I now understand that the house I was in with all the lights on and windows unlock and doors open was a symbol of me or who I can be. A temple full of love, power, and glory. That pure love dispels ALL evil. I am learning to connect the dots. I had a dream more recent and upon rereading it, I now realize it connects with this dream-"Perfect Love...."

I see myself going into the storms of life, full of faith and courage because I am anchored in Christ!

May we all be anchored in Christ and be full of charity
is my desire for each and everyone of us!